Missing - Lyrics

Oh, Virgina!

Clearly close to insane. But keeping up appearance. Let's just huddle and cry.

In Langheims forest again. I've got no tears to give you. I couldn't not love you if I tried.

Oh, Virginia surrounded by sorrow and amphetamine trying to get clean.

A walking wounded wreck. A story in a story. If you go down then I will.

Oh, darkest dark of all. A fist among the lilies. The sound of a lake that is still

Oh, Virginia surrounded by sorrow and amphetamine amphetamine.

Oh, Virginia the fears you are framing. Dread to be seen. Dread to be seen.

You were everything last night. I'm all you get tomorrow. Fill your heat-hole with shame.

Pocket full of stones. Walk down to the river. Where empty girl seeks the same.

Empty girl needs the same. 

Oh, Virginia surrounded by sorrow and amphetamine amphetamine.

Oh, Virginia the fears you are framing. To show and be seen. Dare to be seen.

Madeline

Even the loneliest heart beats

Even the darkest wounds heal

Choking on sand choking on time choking on life

You're now and I'm not and that's just life

Madeleine your gods won't come to save you

It's written on the wall, they don’t love you no more

Madeleine They don't even see you

Surviving their war. You won't fight it no more

Drinker of sorrows collector of thoughts eater of sin

Filled with faults you end I begin

The ache of your name the echo in vain

When it scars You will love it again

Madeleine I won't save you

It's written on the wall. I don't love you no more

Madeleine I don't even see you

Surviving your war.I won't fight it no more

Even the loneliest heart beats

Even the loneliest heart beats

Even the darkest heart beats

More Than Enough

Even as you laugh another piece is dying

Desperately there the suicide in trying

Nothing here comes easy dear

Tearing up your jeans to show a little something

Coming back for more the promise of belonging

Noone here is easy dear

More than enough it's more than enough

Cold fingers holding on to you

More than enough it's more than enough

Dead fingers grasping after you

And what will you do when there's nothing left to fear?

Who will you love when I'm no longer here?

Hoping to be kissed and turn into another

Holding on to one but dreaming of another

Noone here really wants you dear

Distorted to the core as flesh-lumps glide around you

Falling flat from fear that one of them might find you

Asps are here, they'll drain you dear

Even as you love the fantasy is dying

Naked as a child the suicide in trying

Nothing here is easy here

Nothing        here    is                 easy               dear

Drifting

Münchahusen by proxy. You smothered my face.

A uniformed nazi. I sure know my place.

This near life experience Im having with you

Was deadly and serious. It was sick. And I'm glad that it's through

The rain falls forever. And I fall with them.

The echo of your steps. I'm drifting away again.

Got no fear to feed you. I'm empty as sin.

That draining thing you do. Just please go with him.

My nose picks up everything. So tighten the lid.

He is only a plaything (right?)

And I don't want to hear what you did.

This near life experience I had in your bed.

It was nothing, it was meaningless. So sick, I am glad that it's dead.

Everything Is Dying

It's in my nature. I couldn't hate her

The lock of silence. Wordless and smiling are you.

Everything is dying.

The rocks themselves are dying.

Everything is dying. Tonight.

Unheard and unseen. Where has her tongue been?

Clear mountain river. The cold tears kill her. And me.

Marble men and maiden. The stones awaken. Tonight.

Everything is dying.

The world itself is crying.

Everything is dying. Tonight. Tonight 

The Man of No Return

Mama said I was chosen from many thousand one of a kind

Hardly even torture what did you cry for all this tme

I am coming up for air

Darkness take me over. You were so sure. You were fine.

The knowing is the dying. You'll die trying to penetrate my mind.

I am coming up for air.

Mama I've been chosen from the weeping thousands oh swear to be kind

Hardly knew your torture cause I know what you cried for all that time

I'm the man of no return

Perfectly Bent

Perfectly bent. Project life. In cement. 

All that you fear. It's right here I'm right here.

And I don't really care if you cry if you cry

Too much time has gone by and I'm tired. I am tired.

You and your army you can't touch me you can't harm me.

There is no order, lustrous angel guard your border.

Same as before nothing less nothing more.

All that you need I'll repent I will bleed. 

And I don't really care if you cry if you cry

Too much time has gone by and I'm tired. I am tired.

In Love With Me

You feel alive but you want to die tonight. Just like any other night.

Come nuclear bomb, come nuclear bomb you sang. Your future was so bright.

This guy called Bob this girl called Shorty. He was cute and she was forty.

Come wrath of god come wrath of god she sang. But Bobby came instead.

In love with me. In love with me. What a wonderful place to be.

The tides of time keep smothering you. It used to be better what you do.

Born from despair and killed by comfort. Older more sober less triumphant.

In love with me. In love with me. What a horrible place to be.

Full of hope but might well die tonight. The stage is set allright.

Cause of death: choked by Shorty, quoting Proust and Keats and Gorkij.

Clear Leatherr

Oh take me lord. Without delay.

Or force her not. To turn away.

Cmon Janey just take it back.

Those words are not worth. A heart attack.

She glanced at me, my hand brushed her leg.

She said ”thanks honey, but I'd rather be dead”

I'm playing roulette now with my daddys gun

Five for six I'm winning (right?) such lovely fun.

She placed my hand. On the inside of her thigh.

I froze and pulled back. And the moment passed by.

So Janey Janey. Stop holding back.

Just pull the damned trigger. Right in my back.

Don't Fall In Love

Mourning becomes you, tears mixed with wine

I can not help you. Nothing is fine

And don't fall in love with me

Don't fall in love

I'll tell you anything. Anything at all.

secrets and questions. You cry at the mall

And don't fall in love with me

Don't fall in love

And don't fall in love with me

Don't fall in love, with me

Grass Shadows - where sad dads come to die.