Clearly close to insane. But keeping up appearance. Let's just huddle and cry.
In Langheims forest again. I've got no tears to give you. I couldn't not love you if I tried.
Oh, Virginia surrounded by sorrow and amphetamine trying to get clean.
A walking wounded wreck. A story in a story. If you go down then I will.
Oh, darkest dark of all. A fist among the lilies. The sound of a lake that is still
Oh, Virginia surrounded by sorrow and amphetamine amphetamine.
Oh, Virginia the fears you are framing. Dread to be seen. Dread to be seen.
You were everything last night. I'm all you get tomorrow. Fill your heat-hole with shame.
Pocket full of stones. Walk down to the river. Where empty girl seeks the same.
Empty girl needs the same.
Oh, Virginia the fears you are framing. To show and be seen. Dare to be seen.
Even the loneliest heart beats
Even the darkest wounds heal
Choking on sand choking on time choking on life
You're now and I'm not and that's just life
Madeleine your gods won't come to save you
It's written on the wall, they don’t love you no more
Madeleine They don't even see you
Surviving their war. You won't fight it no more
Drinker of sorrows collector of thoughts eater of sin
Filled with faults you end I begin
The ache of your name the echo in vain
When it scars You will love it again
Madeleine I won't save you
It's written on the wall. I don't love you no more
Madeleine I don't even see you
Surviving your war.I won't fight it no more
Even the darkest heart beats
Even as you laugh another piece is dying
Desperately there the suicide in trying
Nothing here comes easy dear
Tearing up your jeans to show a little something
Coming back for more the promise of belonging
Noone here is easy dear
More than enough it's more than enough
Cold fingers holding on to you
Dead fingers grasping after you
And what will you do when there's nothing left to fear?
Who will you love when I'm no longer here?
Hoping to be kissed and turn into another
Holding on to one but dreaming of another
Noone here really wants you dear
Distorted to the core as flesh-lumps glide around you
Falling flat from fear that one of them might find you
Asps are here, they'll drain you dear
Even as you love the fantasy is dying
Naked as a child the suicide in trying
Nothing here is easy here
Nothing here is easy dear
Münchahusen by proxy. You smothered my face.
A uniformed nazi. I sure know my place.
This near life experience Im having with you
Was deadly and serious. It was sick. And I'm glad that it's through
The rain falls forever. And I fall with them.
The echo of your steps. I'm drifting away again.
Got no fear to feed you. I'm empty as sin.
That draining thing you do. Just please go with him.
My nose picks up everything. So tighten the lid.
He is only a plaything (right?)
And I don't want to hear what you did.
This near life experience I had in your bed.
It was nothing, it was meaningless. So sick, I am glad that it's dead.
It's in my nature. I couldn't hate her
The lock of silence. Wordless and smiling are you.
Everything is dying.
The rocks themselves are dying.
Everything is dying. Tonight.
Unheard and unseen. Where has her tongue been?
Clear mountain river. The cold tears kill her. And me.
Marble men and maiden. The stones awaken. Tonight.
The world itself is crying.
Everything is dying. Tonight. Tonight
Mama said I was chosen from many thousand one of a kind
Hardly even torture what did you cry for all this tme
I am coming up for air
Darkness take me over. You were so sure. You were fine.
The knowing is the dying. You'll die trying to penetrate my mind.
I am coming up for air.
Mama I've been chosen from the weeping thousands oh swear to be kind
Hardly knew your torture cause I know what you cried for all that time
I'm the man of no return
Perfectly bent. Project life. In cement.
All that you fear. It's right here I'm right here.
And I don't really care if you cry if you cry
Too much time has gone by and I'm tired. I am tired.
You and your army you can't touch me you can't harm me.
There is no order, lustrous angel guard your border.
Same as before nothing less nothing more.
All that you need I'll repent I will bleed.
You feel alive but you want to die tonight. Just like any other night.
Come nuclear bomb, come nuclear bomb you sang. Your future was so bright.
This guy called Bob this girl called Shorty. He was cute and she was forty.
Come wrath of god come wrath of god she sang. But Bobby came instead.
In love with me. In love with me. What a wonderful place to be.
The tides of time keep smothering you. It used to be better what you do.
Born from despair and killed by comfort. Older more sober less triumphant.
In love with me. In love with me. What a horrible place to be.
Full of hope but might well die tonight. The stage is set allright.
Cause of death: choked by Shorty, quoting Proust and Keats and Gorkij.
Oh take me lord. Without delay.
Or force her not. To turn away.
Cmon Janey just take it back.
Those words are not worth. A heart attack.
She glanced at me, my hand brushed her leg.
She said ”thanks honey, but I'd rather be dead”
I'm playing roulette now with my daddys gun
Five for six I'm winning (right?) such lovely fun.
She placed my hand. On the inside of her thigh.
I froze and pulled back. And the moment passed by.
So Janey Janey. Stop holding back.
Just pull the damned trigger. Right in my back.
Mourning becomes you, tears mixed with wine
I can not help you. Nothing is fine
And don't fall in love with me
Don't fall in love
I'll tell you anything. Anything at all.
secrets and questions. You cry at the mall
Don't fall in love, with me